DEPRESSION!!!!!!!!

so long nvr post liao... haizz... seeing other ppl's blog soooooo gud makes me feel DAM jealous!i guess de reason im posting now is dat im really so DEPRESSED!!i wos sooo depressed dat i actually took $20 without my parents' acknowledge n spent it on arcade gaming... datz one of de things i wud du 2 let myself de-stressed n cool down i guess... but i wos recently sooo obssessed wif it... de more my parents scold n yell at me n my frens ostracise me n make fun of me de more im depressed MAN ! I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!! n eventually my parents noe abt it n tot abt giving me a GUD scolding n beating abt where i went yesterdae... 4 hours in de arcade shop at heartland mall n being late 4 tuition... no wonder my mother's sooo ANGRY... but dei dunno hu "stole" de $20 actually... n dei confronted me 2dae "calmly"... but being used 2 dis i told dem straight in de face dat i did not take it... but im not so sure aft dat... especially aft my father told me dat he wud investigate dat matter "properly"... really wanna haf sumbody 2 express my anger on... a TRUE fren... one hu is really sincere n not backstab me...