all in a day's work

2dae dam tired.. very lethargic.. go skool got stomach pain.. wah de shit all cum out lyk liquid lyk dat disgusting lor. at mrs tan PC period ask us 2 write down ppl we spend most time wif n wanna spend time wif. hai guowei sheng hao gerard nvr say wanna spend time wif me.. dam sad. i feel myself drifting further n further away frm dat circle of frens. den later go dnt studio dere listen 2 mr tang's crap.. 4 two hours leh!! sian lo! den aft dat go english lesson. i noe nvr do compo assignment but too dam lazy 2 care man! until de time when she say dos hu's names being called may go 4 recess. wah i dat time tense sia! lucky sitting at de back n jz beside de door. HAHAxx can slip out jz lyk dat. recess was usual. den aft dat do physics practical. wow de practical was nice! i was really enjoying it! except siew siong lyk dam irritating n buay bah sia. he everytime bo tai bo chi anyhow say bad things. den wanna borrow things will treat u nicely de. i hate lyk dis lor get away frm me la u stink! aft practical go band room 4 awhile wanna stay dere till de rain stops. but saiful wilson dunno y sia, dun let me stay. chunping anyhow touch nth 2 say la(wilson invite him de). wah den dis david n E1 gang came in den BHB knn sia! hate dem lor! summore dis stupid mopeng stare at me frm behind de door! knn dis ur place or my place CCB! always act de la stupid idiot! den aft dat went home spend my time dere. sis kp. den i get rid of dem by writing a note outside de door i bad mood. den nvr disturb liao. wah fucking yati wanna ruin my day. but in de end she's de real fool LOL. throw ice frm everywhere den she tot ghost sia LOLs!!!

im deserted...

hai so long nvr write blog liao. lazy. n cuz oso dam sian lor. everytime go on de net only see naruto "informations", msn, or lf2 lol! hvn 4get dat game sia. 2dae i decided 2 write, my mother encouraged me de. den i think... eh~ y not ?? so i write lor. so, here goes!

2dae went jogging in macritchie reservoir at 8.30. go dere say wanna jog baaden pa ma jie lyk so sian sian lyk dat. (hypocrites) haha!! well i was de only one hu jog den dei all left behind so i decided cut tru sumwhere den walk one round again. WALAU GAM SUAY LOR!!!!! step on so much mud!! (cuz i dat time running mah den cannot stop muz keep on running lor, or else will PIAK on de mud de.) wah den suddenly my whole leg sank inside de mud den cum out... my shoe stucked dere. i was lyk... CURSING LOR!!! still got so many ppl see. hai. den pa dei all came n ask me go wash. but i dun feel so paiseh already la. in fact i was grinning frm ear 2 ear. haha dunno y. den socks dam wet left at de bench dere 2 dry. LOL! den half way see terrapines. gosh dei r cute lol! den aft dat walk walk go fitness corner do sum exercise den walk back get my socks. den go bendemeer eat laksa den go home. go home nvr bath den PLONK on de bed slp liao. haha. lifen dat time was thinking, EEW dirty scum pig. cuz she sms me mah. yah.

jz b4 i posted dis blog, read sheng hao's blog. yest dei go out nvr call me. still say go ps watch movie. but in de end is go do survey got $$ de. felt really dam left out. ask lifen over sms 2dae she say do nth. haf a feeling dat dei keeping secret frm me. feel dam isolated. tot 4 a while dat i guowei sheng hao gerard gud gud frens liao. sort of lyk brother maybe. but in de end i guess i was 2 BHB liao la. maybe shud leave dem alone. dun follow dem everywhere. i guess im lyk a dog which dei hate, but dun wanna hurt my feelings. fine den. i shall leave dem alone. im not nidded in deir group of frens. see, each of dem got a "woman" 2 escort. i dun haf. kindda leaves an impression den im not fitted in de pic. not nidded, i can understand haku's pain. it hurts. well... back 2 de stage where i haf no frens again. its ok wif me. i min.. its life wad izin't it?? well everything's alrite. sniff ='( its okay

all in a dae's work... sooo tired

2dae wak up in de morning den go skool 4 band... well i luv dos basics but... its kind of tiring... especially at my lips n de lip muscles all around... very tired... n sumting quite morale-crushing is dat my tone still sux... n im not de least happy abt it.. wonder if leonard tan has a "cure" 4 it... surprised dat everytime he wanna go tru sumting one by one wif everybodae he wud leave me out... (makes me fell uneasy... feel as if i'v done sumting wrong unintentionall) maybe it doesn't makes sense.. but... dats wad i think anywae... rite aft dat i went 2 hougang mall arcade dere 2 game... dunno y la but kept on spending time wif de x-men vs street fighter... alot of ppl sae its a "si ren game(mins stupid game)" but im sooo obsessed wif it... trying 2 find which person 2 pair up wif which person... in de end i think ken n wolvie is de best... cuz akuma use sian liao la... hehe finally master wolvie's air combo.. n ken's shinryuuken"flaming uprise").. YESH! i always lyk 2 think of dis as a nid 2 use... CHAKRA!!! yeah i noe its 4 naruto but lol im jz tooo LAME... n CHILDISH... hahax yeah... but keep on thinking of it its quite amusing 2 myself... den spend only two credits on time crisis(dat game is getting boring aniwae) jz checked out dis new game "ghost squad" wah dam nice sia!! de graphics... everythingy u name it! it ROX!!! oops getting too LAME again... but its really nice... wanna try it out 2moro...(scared of being a SWAKOO leh!!!)... den aft THREE~~ hours... can u imagine it?!?! i spent three hours at de arcade... WOAH think of it is lyk... unbelievable man... den i cum out i saw ah kua(wolvie lol) jonathan(storm AHAHHAAxx!!.. de gay ppl in my band lyk 2 call demselfs wif street fighters names LOLxx) n gerald.. (my fat "brother"... nah he's sumone else... but DAM DAM DAM fat!) jz 2 find out dat dei oso spent 3 hours at de pizza hut rite nxt 2 de arcade... den aft dat head 2 de bus interchange wif wolvie den went separate waes(we took diff. buses) den went home... whew sooo dam tired man! can't be bothered 2 go 2 tuition animore wif my energy "drained" at de arcade n a "strenuous lip muscle practise" at de band...

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2 ALL

wish everybodae out dere a MERRY CHRISTMAS N A HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!! yeah i noe its too late but i tot i wud.. well... jz gif dem my tots... but i dun think sum appreciate it dou (big head fish)... n i jz learned.... guess wad.... IM CHANGING MY CHINESE NAME!!!! yeah de name keyun really sux... "zhan jing" is so much nicer... so dam excited man!! yeah~~~ groovy~~~... heehee..
2dae went 2 my uncle's hse 2 pay my grandma a visit... n cuz i on yesterdae nvr bath de whole dae den cum home jz sleep de whole wae tru... den go his hse i wear same clothes ahaha very funny... den later meet up wif "ah ma" n "wolverine" cum out go heartland mall play arcade den go "ah ma" hse at 5.30... i knew dat my parents dun lyk me 2 waste my time by going sumone's hse n worse of all.. play at de arcade... so~~... i told dem i went bowling... n dei jz gave me $20 jz lyk dat...hahhaa... more den enuff 2 spend on arcade... den later go "ah ma" hse den went 2 cook char me (instant noodles)... quite nice... den later settle down wif PS 2 n its kinda boring la.. except 4 de metal slug not so boring... but STILL boring... ah ma really lyk de fat land sia lol... hahax... den later cum home den i recieved de news... im finally changing my chinese name... cuz i gonna make IC mah..ya.. so wud mite as well change my chinese name now.. (my mum's too superstitious... due 2 my bad result >=| ) but still quite excited abt de prospect abt it... n i tot keyun's lyk... soooo gurly... eeeh~~~! hmm... gerald chen zhan jing... sounds nice =]... i luv it...

DEPRESSION!!!!!!!!

so long nvr post liao... haizz... seeing other ppl's blog soooooo gud makes me feel DAM jealous!i guess de reason im posting now is dat im really so DEPRESSED!!i wos sooo depressed dat i actually took $20 without my parents' acknowledge n spent it on arcade gaming... datz one of de things i wud du 2 let myself de-stressed n cool down i guess... but i wos recently sooo obssessed wif it... de more my parents scold n yell at me n my frens ostracise me n make fun of me de more im depressed MAN ! I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!! n eventually my parents noe abt it n tot abt giving me a GUD scolding n beating abt where i went yesterdae... 4 hours in de arcade shop at heartland mall n being late 4 tuition... no wonder my mother's sooo ANGRY... but dei dunno hu "stole" de $20 actually... n dei confronted me 2dae "calmly"... but being used 2 dis i told dem straight in de face dat i did not take it... but im not so sure aft dat... especially aft my father told me dat he wud investigate dat matter "properly"... really wanna haf sumbody 2 express my anger on... a TRUE fren... one hu is really sincere n not backstab me...

arrggh!!! food stuck at my braces

haizz.... another day goes by n itz sooooooo..... boring !!! laksa at lunch wos a consolation 4 me however.... i wos lyk.... "YAY" but when i when dere...... dere's hardly any gravy n i had a soooooo dam sick feeling in my stomach n my heart... grrrr... so angry >=( .... worse still..... wif my braces i had such a difficult time eating ! i kept on choking n choking n i finally dun eat anymore..... u noe wad else ??? de mee r all stucked at my braces !!!!! sooooo sickening !!! hai.... nobody 2 go out wif..... so sian.... im suffocating at home !!! play games sian liao. watch tv oso sian. tok at msn oso sian. (buts dat de daily standard routine 2 me however). 1st time im creating dis blog.... dunno how it will look lyk thou....